I didn't mean to stop posting, but holy hell it was way too emotional to finish NYEBoy's birthday posts. I'll try to get back on to that soon. Between his birthday week, Halloween, and the election, I was just really missing A a lot.
With Halloween I was wondering what we would have dressed up as. With the election, I couldn't help but think of how four years ago things were so different and how she was actually with us election night.
I'm doing a bit better this week so far with that. Some times there are just going to be triggers and you just have to roll with it.
I'm back at the doctors a lot lately. Four times in two weeks. The nurse laughed that she was going to put me on the payroll. Apparently my liver is really bad. It should be under 40 and it's at 145 right now. We highly suspect it's from the pharmacy mishap back in May. I haven't been on a whole lot of medications lately that would cause the massive increase. We're going to retest it again in a month to see if it's on the increase or decline. It's scary. The doctor was trying to put me on three different medications for other health reasons, but decided the risk was too great for two of them. We're going to try one and see how the liver handles it. It's so frustrating.
I don't know if it has anything to do with my liver or not, but my normal appetite has been weird lately. I used to have to eat like a baby, every two hours, three tops, I was staaaaaaaaaarved. Lately, I'm not hungry at all. Over the weekend all I wanted was soup, chicken nuggets, and a vanilla milkshake. Weird.
I'm in the middle of putting up our Christmas decorations. I wasn't in the best of mood lately and I thought if I put some of them up I would feel better. Of course I also decided to switch themes for the first time in like seven years, so it's a hot mess in the living room right now.
Thanksgiving is next week. How did that happen?