I've just had a hard time keeping up with blogging lately. There are things I want to write about, things I want to share, things you probably want to hear, or maybe not. But, then I am reminded this isn't my safe place any more. My family reads my blog, which is fine, whateves, but I know I can't write truthfully about certain things bothering me without them knowing. On top of that, I have a troll or two who sends me an email telling me to get "it", whatever the it happens to be that I'm bitching about.
Let's see, about a week or two after my cycle from hell started, I ended up getting really sick with chest congestion and fever. I'm pretty sure I picked that bug up from the grimy hospital. I started medications before it got really bad, but I still had two days of 103+ fever, lost my voice, and just this week stopped needing my inhaler after house work or laughing. Of course I feel like I am getting something else, I have a lot of sinus congestion and my throat is sore, but it's not been bad enough to call the doctor yet.
Speaking of the cycle from hell, I was really hoping my cycle was going to start this week, but it hasn't yet. I was really grumpy the other day, but still nothing. I had one half day of spotting last week and I was really nervous about being pregnant right now since I just got done taking a bunch of medications for the cold, plus I'm still on the other medication that has two warning labels about birth control and back up birth control. But, so far, the BFNs tell me I am in the clear. I'm probably going to ask for some Provera next week if it doesn't start over the weekend. The thought of another massive, painful cycle like the last one is not something I am interested in.
And, speaking of TTC, it's all I can think about lately. I know we can't really be TTC because of the medication I am on, which I have to take for two months straight, but haven't managed to take the dosage correctly for that amount of time yet, so the wait continues. I need to give myself a full cycle or two after I'm done with the medication before we actively start TTC again. In the meantime, I'm trying my best to stick to the low amylose diet.
I have a couple of interesting things coming up at the end of this month, but I'll have to wait just a little longer to share that.
Well, I hope all is well with everyone. Do you have anything interesting planned for the weekend?
2 comments:
Hi from ICLW. I was originally keeping my blog hoping to go pubic with it (to family and friends), but realized I was writing about things I wouldn't likely share with them. It's hard to find a balance of privacy vs support, I think. It was when I realized I hadn't written anything for the 2 weeks after my miscarriage that I decided the blog would stay away from their eyes. Hope you get your mojo back.
Hello from ICLW! I've just read through your timeline. You've been through a lot. As always, I hope that things work out for you in the end!
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