Today I began my 5th semester in college. Only one more semester and 2 more classes until I slide on over to the university. I don't give a shit what anyone else says, I am a badass.
After having such a rough go at it last semester because of the miscarriage, depression, and bronchitis, I was nervous about how this semester would go. To my surprise, I have been just as excited about this semester as I was my first semester. Last night, I laid down at a fairly decent time, but I just could not fall asleep. By 4 am, I was so annoyed at myself for being excited about going to school. Ha. That excitement was a little bit short lived as my 6 am self was wanting to kick my 4 am self's ass.
I hurried around the house. I grabbed my clothes, laid them out, brushed my teeth, washed my face, did my hair, put on make-up, threw on my clothes, tossed back a headband, before heading to get my bag ready. "Why didn't I do this last night?" I mumbled. I tossed out a bunch of shit, grabbed my planner, my laptop and cord, a spiral notebook, two pens, and two sharpened pencils. "You just need to get through today!" I said, coaching myself.
I arrived at school, four minutes before my class began, only to find out that 8 am class I rushed for, didn't start until next Thursday. Are you fucking kidding me? I had a good parking spot and three hours until my next class. Half debating on going back home to wait, I decided to stick it out until some girlfriends arrived to school. We talked for an hour before class, then it was time for Germ@n. Boy it's amazing how much you can forget with just a few short weeks off!
After Germ@n, I had lunch with a girlfriend before heading over to my next class, Precal. I was a bit nervous embarrassed about retaking this class, especially when a kid noticed me who was in another class with me last semester. I had recommend this professor to him. Oops. It turns out we have several classes together this semester. Actually, I have a few classes with at least two people. This is the first time this has happened to me not planning it. Lol
Overall, today was a great day. I am still feeling energized about classes, well, as energized as I can on two hours of sleep! I only have one class tomorrow, Chem!stry, for an hour, and then I'll have the weekend to get my planner together and begin studying.
I've got this, I can do it. I am going to do it because I am a badass! But first, I must go to bed.