I've been struggling hard this semester.
I went through a custody case and made better grades than I have this semester.
I guess that's because I didn't go through a miscarriage before going through the custody case.
It's all added up.
It's been a hard 15 months or so.
Today I met with my professors and an advisor to see what I need to do about the remaining credits for my degree.
Apparently I'm not a total loss for this semester yet, but it's close. If I can snap out of it and buckle down (Think: Miracle.) I can pass my classes without ruining my GPA. There's only two more weeks to drop classes.
After speaking to the advisor, I realize I can taste the finish line. As in, I'm only four classes away from graduating and heading to the university after this semester.
If I can survive.
So, I have a goal.
Goal = To survive.
I'll be bursting my ass for the next two months to ensure I pass these classes and continue forward.
If all goes according to plan, I'll be taking two classes in the Spring and two classes in the Summer and then I'll be done.
Wish me luck.
Say a prayer.
I'm totally going to do this.
I can do this.
Just watch and see.
3 comments:
You CAN do this, and you WILL. You are SO CLOSE! Less than 2 months left in this semester, right? You can TOTALLY do it. Just do what it takes, day by day. Don't get lost and overwhelmed by looking at the big picture. Deadline by deadline right now, study every day. You will get there. Faith. :)
Not only can you do this, you can kick its ass. You've been through a so much more than this and there's no way a few little classes are going to get the best of you. You're strong and you can do it! Good luck!
You can do this!! I've been following your blog for some time (behind the scenes...you can find me at www.infertilemyrtleme.blogspot.com) and can relate to how you're feeling: I had a miscarriage 2 weeks ago today (after 3.5 yrs of trying, our first pregnancy ever resulted in a loss at 8 wks) and I'm finding it hard to get motivated to do much of anything. I can't imagine trying to go to school on top of it all. You CAN do this. I think we're all stronger than we give ourselves credit for. Sending strength, peace, hope, and hugs your way.
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