Friday, July 1

7 Years

84 months

365 weeks

2,556 days

61,360 hours

3,681,641 minutes

Any way you count it, this road has been a long one.

If you told me seven years ago I would still be childless, I would have thought you were crazy.

This year I feel a bundle of emotions about it. Hurt. Sad. Lonely. Thankful, even.

It hurts I'm still a childless infertile. I'm sad I'm not a mother yet. It's a lonely place to be, seven years out. Thankful for infertility in a way, because if I had become a mother before last year, I would have never started my college career.

I'm not sure how much longer we'll be on this path of childless infertility, but whether it's a year, two, or five, there is no one else I'd rather have by myself than NYEBoy and my fellow blog readers.

Thank you for your support during this journey and I love each one of you.

5 comments:

Kristin said...

{{{Hugs}}} hon. I hope I get to be here the day this part of the journey ends.

widlgirl said...

Wow. I'm at about the same amount of time as a childless infertile as you and put into weeks, days, hours and seconds is truely sad. It has been a long long journey. One with no end currently in sight. Here's to hoping it ends for us both just as we need it to.

Heather said...

Sending hugs. It's been 5/6 years for me...

Kristen {www.buckupbuttercup.net} said...

Wow, 7 years, so sorry it's been such a long journey for you. I'm coming up on 6 years and it's hard...
Hugs to you...

Jenn said...

sending love (late) back to you! :)