There is so much I want to say, yet so much I can't. I feel like I am constantly repeating myself. I am struggling to keep my emotions in line. I am struggling with keeping myself focused. No matter how many times I write about it, my chest is still heavy. If I do get a break from the weight, it's only for a moment.
I've decided to write a little bit that I am password protecting. It's a different password from the other day, so you will have to request it again. PLEASE do not be upset with me if I do not give you the password. I just want to be careful with who I share this part with. Either way, I could use your good thoughts and prayers.