[Un]happy Thanksgiving

I'm thankful for NYEBoy, who has done everything he can for A and I.

I'm thankful for you, my blog readers, who have supported me through out the past few years.

I'm thankful for my friends, both, back in Fl0rida and in Memph!s.

I'm thankful for a family that refuses to help loan me the money to fight for A because they don't think I can win.

This morning, I would have written a different post, but after the day I have had, and the words I have exchanged between a few family members and myself, I am completely over this trip. I'm only staying until tomorrow so K can see A one more time before we head back to Fl0rida. I'm sick of being told this shit was my fault. I'm done explaining myself to people who couldn't careless about me any ways. If people cared so much about K, they would know it's in A's best interest to not have to watch her mother (probably) fail again. Instead, HELP K get on her feet, let A stay in a stable environment until that happens, then let's reunite the mother and the child.

I have to come up with $1850 by Monday to continue this fight. I'm not sure how in the hell we are going to do this, but whatever. i have no choice but to try. I've come so far to give up now. I'm truly dumb founded that the family members who can help, won't. I expected them to care a bit more than that. So be it. Their true colors have shown through tonight.