A few weeks ago, I bought a little pad to write down my blogging ideas. I currently have a list of about 14 things I want to blog about written down. I want to write about all of them. I want to write about how I can't believe school starts in two weeks. I want to write about bowling. I want to write about my search for a new bra. I want to write about a bunch of things, but the only thing on the forefront of my mind is the situation with K and A.
I'm consumed with waiting for a decision to be made. A decision that is completely out of my hands. It's exhausting. I can't sleep. I can't study. I can't blog. I'm just cleaning, taking care of A, and taking care of some important appointments that don't care about any impending decision.
I started on a blog post today, that is currently waiting in draft, but I can't post it since I know my family reads my blog. If only blogger had password protected posts!
Anyways, the drama continues. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Hopefully I'll have something more upbeat to blog about soon.
Thank you all for your support in comments, emails, and texts. This is so hard for me to deal with, but every "you're doing the right thing" reminds me that it is worth it. I'm doing all of this for one reason, A. She deserves it.
3 comments:
I have so many blog posts I never get written down too. Sometimes life just takes over.
I have been reading, and praying for K to make the right decision...Wishing for only the best for A (which is being with you)
YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING!!!!! Never forget that.
You are absolutely doing the right thing. What you are doing for A will have a lifelong impact on her. I am seriously praying hard for you.
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