In A Holding Pattern

Well, we've some how survived a whole week with the news. It hasn't been an easy feat. Understandably so, the stress level has been worse than it ever has in our relationship. (Not that it makes it any easier to deal with.)

We're currently waiting to hear back on whether or not NYEBoy is going to be allowed to get student loans. Apparently, there aren't any gr@nts for gr@d students, so this is our only option thus far, for allowing him to stay in school.

I broke down and called my Aunt and Uncle who we had the falling out with last fall because he happens to be over a big company here locally. We're trying to see if he may have a part-time or full-time option for NYEBoy in the company. They invited us down to 0rIando for Easter, which we accepted. Unfortunately, his wife's f@ther passed away Friday and our meeting has been postponed for now.

I'm mentally exhausted. Up until Friday I broke down and cried at almost any point in the day. I sat down to blog and I would cry. I tried to clean and I would cry. I watched TV and I would cry. I wanted to lay down and watch TV with NYEBoy, but I couldn't because his emotions were visable, too. I suck at the role of supportive spouse. I really need to work on that one.

I'm begging, pleading, hoping praying for a better week. Onward and upwards, right?