Active

Do you remember this post? I did great for about three weeks. Then, I had a cycle and lost my motivation. I wasn't losing weight as fast as I wanted. So, like the baby that I am, I said fuck it. If I'm not going to get any results from all this hard work that I put in every day, I wasn't going to do it any more. I was going to live fat and happy.

Except there's just one thing, I don't have any clothes that fit any more. I refuse to buy bigger clothes. Since I work from home, I wear pajama bottoms and tank tops during the day. If I have to go some where I wear the same black pants paired with one of six shirts I own. None of my shirts are tight, they all flow. Picture a tablecloth with a neck hole.

I met a blog reader the other morning for breakfast. It was great. She was adorable and sweet. Her daughter is precious. She listened to me ramble talk for almost three hours! I could totally see us hanging out again. Except, she's seen my only pair of pants and one of my six shirts. I know after the second or third date time we hang out she'll think I'm poor and have no clothes. Little does she know, I'm just fat and unhappy in my own skin.

While we were at the mall the other day, we decided to run into the game store for NYEBoy. I noticed a sign that said they were talking reservations for the new Wii fitness game, Active. Ah, ha! I begged asked NYEBoy to get the game for me. We paid for the reservation and had to wait a whole week!

And today my friends, my journey begins again. I've got to start losing weight so I can fit into my clothes again. I really want need to hang out with some cool people.