I'm in a funk. I told NYEBoy I didn't want him coming up for the weekend. He took it personally, which hurt his feelings. It's not him. I just don't want to do any thing this weekend, with any one.
I am coming to the end of some work drama. July 1st will mark my 4yr mark of TTC. Thugboy is acting like an asshole right now by keeping A from me. He's not taking care of her, he just doesn't want *me* to have her. I'm dealing with family drama from my mom, dad, brother, sister, and aunt. All have their own seperate issues. I am worried about the finances it's going to take for me to make the move in a few months.
I just want to get off work tomorrow night knowing I don't have any obligations until Monday morning at 7am at which point I have to return to work. If I want to sit in the apartment wearing the same clothes for two days without taking a shower, only leaving the house to get something to eat at a drive-thru, sleeping as long as I want, or laughing and crying as loud as I need to, then noone can say a thing about it.
I just wish he wouldn't take it personally because I really feel guilty. I just really need to be alone for a few days.