Yeah.. I decided to have a talk tonight. I don't know, it just felt time. No sense in wasting time I supose. We are going to stay living together until I can decide where/what I am going to do. Could be a few weeks, or months, whatever it takes. He just wants me happy and safe. His lease is up in Sept and he will probably get transfered back home. Once I leave, we probably won't speak for awhile-months.year, I will need the time to heal. I am really okay with the decision after talking with some girlfriends. I just need to keep reminding myself I deserve better and it will get better. I know he loves me but he has issues. I made him cry tonight, some where deep down the fucker has feelings. Who'da thunk it? Oh well, onward and upward, right?
It'll be an interesting 2008, that's for sure.
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Thinking about you... it's hard decision, but for the best. At least you know he has feelings... some...where.
Sorry girl. I hope that 2008 brings you lots of love and happiness. You deserve it all.
Love ya!
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