Okay, so M is moving out this Thursday or Friday (can't remember) and he asked me to move in with him. He said he was sorry for the split and that he knows what he wants. He said he's willing to work on his issues because it's not worth losing me. I don't know what to do. Damn it. I do love him dearly but a friend of mine asked me to get an apartment together. I think if I moved in with her it would be a great experiance for her and I. However if M is serious about working on his issues I want to give him that chance. Part of me wants to get an apartment with my girlfriend and just see how things go between him and I, but the other part says he's finally waking up. Someone help me!!
I have been so very sick since Saturday and in bed. So I have been trying to rest up I am going to go in to work tomorrow but I will probably get sent home sick. I just hope I get my damn holiday pay especially since this hasn't been much of a holiday!
3 comments:
Only you can decide what is best for you. Maybe you can move in with your girlfriend and he can 'court' you. You know come to your door take you to dinner, bring flowers. Basically start from the bottom and work his way back in. Just a thought. Good luck.
I agree with Sandra. If he is serious about wanting to get back together, then maybe this is the time to make him work for it. Have him show you that he really wants this by letting you live on your own for a bit. If its meant to work out then it will. Living together will not make it happen any faster or make it last any longer and can sometimes be more stress than it is worth.
If you're going to work on being together again, then take it slow and let things happen as they are meant to happen. Good luck with your decision.
I agree with Sandra too. You need to make him see that you are serious, and give yourself time to see if he really wants to make things work. If it is meant to be honey it will be. I can't imagine how hard this all must be for you. I am thinking of you love.
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