Okay, so M is moving out this Thursday or Friday (can't remember) and he asked me to move in with him. He said he was sorry for the split and that he knows what he wants. He said he's willing to work on his issues because it's not worth losing me. I don't know what to do. Damn it. I do love him dearly but a friend of mine asked me to get an apartment together. I think if I moved in with her it would be a great experiance for her and I. However if M is serious about working on his issues I want to give him that chance. Part of me wants to get an apartment with my girlfriend and just see how things go between him and I, but the other part says he's finally waking up. Someone help me!!
I have been so very sick since Saturday and in bed. So I have been trying to rest up I am going to go in to work tomorrow but I will probably get sent home sick. I just hope I get my damn holiday pay especially since this hasn't been much of a holiday!