Wednesday, July 25

I'm Still Here, Somewhere

For the past few days I have been trying to catch up on laundry and rest. I have two very deep burns on my shoulders that are killing me. I cry taking a shower because of the pain. I also used sunscreen so I didn't expect to be burnned this bad.

I was going to try to post the vacatin post tonight but then M and I got into a fight and I just can't think about those days right now. I am so upset tonight I can't even type very well because my eyes are swollen from crying. I fucking hate feeling like this. God please let him wake up and realize how good he has it, please? or at least let me wake up.

3 comments:

Mary Ellen and Steve said...

I am sorry Sweetie. I am thinking of you.

Lut C. said...

I just saw a documentary on the BBC about how eating more tomatoes helps decrease the skin's sensitivity to sunburn. A woman who got sunburn despite using sunscreen went on a diet with extra tomatoes and didn't burn as easily after a couple of months.

Having a steady supply of tomatoes in the hous can be practical in case of marital strife. Good ammo.

Krystle said...

Oh hunny... :( I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I too am suffering from a HORRENDOUS shoulder burn. No bra can touch it, no tight shirt can touch it, can't handle the shower... and finally after last Saturday it's starting to get better...

Hugs to you, and I wish I could grab M by the head and shake him. WHY DOESNT HE WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You poor thing :( Does he read this blog? I wish he'd notice how much you do for him... :(