Okay, I did the Pr0vera for ten days as the doctor* said. My cycle started a few days later, very mild, not any cramps that I can recall. It ended after 3-4 days. However, since Saturday I have been having dull, annoying cramps. They are like what PMS feels like right before it gets here, but there's been no sign of any more. I called my doctor and the nurse called me back and told me she would get back to me after I talked to the doctor. She asked if I wanted pain meds, I told her I wasn't seeking drugs, just trying to make sure this is what it's supose to do. Of course I hadn't heard back from her by the end of the day, so I asked one of my doctors. She said that it's my body getting ready to do a really big cycle.
I don't want a big cycle. I don't want to spend the summer using up the fourty (no joke) boxes of tampons I have stored thanks to shopping deals. I want to spend the summer in my new bathing suit at the pool. Fuck! Maybe I should wait until the fall to start these pills. Is that selfish? Is it too late?
*I still need to come up with a name for her. Hmm.