It's Another Wave

Every so often, there is a wave of pregnancy announcements. Obviously, in the past, I have never managed to get on that wave, muchless ride it to the end. Apparently it's back. There seem to be pregnancy announcements every where. I have high hope for a good friend and I hope she gets to ride this wave. However, something tells me, I won't catch this one either. I am so very angry with the universe. I want to ride, too. I feel so very empty inside. Over all, I am emotionally at a good place, but the last few days I just want to cry. I am tired of being infertile. I'm tired of the ups and downs. It sucks, it really fucking sucks. Isn't nearly 3 years long enough? I know there are others out there who have been fighting longer, and I wish so much I could help you too. But today, I feel sorry for myself.