Well, I drove to Doll@r tree to get a few test to take. Unforchantly, they have closed!!! WHAT??? Empty building. Now I have to find a place to get cheap test and now I have to wait to take a test. Wahhhhh. Cycle day 41, sore boobs, cramping off and on for 2-3 weeks. Last two cycles were in the 50 day mark. Fuck. What to do, what to do. Wait. I guess.
I have been watching the news each night praying for baby Alyssa. She died. Fucking jerk needs to rot in hell and be shaken to death. When I die, I really want to ask God why he gives people like this children but makes us (infertiles) suffer.