So what's worse than this?
Finding through the same way that she's having twins.
Yeah, barely held it together AGAIN. I see a crying fit in my future tonight.
I know I should be happy for her. I know it. Damn it why can't I not want to cry? I knew she was pregnant with more than one from her first beta. I didn't say anything to anyone but it was like 3385. I came home and googled it, plus I have seen it too much on different blogs to know better.
FuckingMotherFuckerThisFuckingSUCKS!
Not only do I get to listen to her being pregnant for the next 32 weeks...I also get to listen about how much joy she's going to have having TWO babies because she's waited so long. (insert me blowing chuncks) YaddaFuckingYadda.
Sigh. My favorite comment SHE made today?
"Well, we will never owe the IRS again!"
One of the other 5 (one had her baby so now the total is only 5) found out today she's also having a girl and she is very pissed off because she has an 11mth old girl and if she's at least got to be pregnant again she wanted a boy.
So yeah, FUCKING GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
4 comments:
Thanks so much for your kind words over at my blog :-)
I know full well what it's like to deal with those folks who just don't get it, even when they've been 'dealing' with IF. It's like, as soon as they get pregnant, they forget the struggle that it took for them to get there in the first place. The unfairest of unfair.
Sorry you have to deal with this, especially the fact that she works alongside you so you'll have to see her a lot I imagine. I wish I had some words of wisdom for dealing with her but I don't. I just tended to withdraw and/or be quiet around the person in question but that's me...at my lowest lows, I just tended to look through the person, not see the pregnant belly, not hear the words (though I nodded a lot or said 'uh huh').
Good luck with the rest of this 2ww. May hope be kind to you and the mister.
It sucks! Sorry you have to go through this. Hang in there and be strong. I know its easier said than done. Cry all that you want and need. You need to let it out. Dont keep it inside.
Oh, that SUCKS. I'm sorry :(
Just what you need, an infertile with amnesia. :-/
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