[Baby picture below the spilled thoughts.]
The other infertile turned mom2be at work is very hopeful that I will get pregnant soon. She says it's just in the cards for us now and I am next. As I have stated I didn't feel like this was our year. I guess maybe year after year of having hope that "it will work this year", I have come to a realization that it could very well but another year fighting this battle. I do have high hopes for this new doctor and think that at the very least she will lead me to our next step.
When people find out how long we have been trying, we always get the response "Well that's your problem, you've been trying too hard!!". Yeah. Thaaaaaaaaat's it! Thanks for the diagnosis doc! Silly me for wondering what we've been doing all this time!
Today at work we had chinese food. My fortune cookie said it best:
You will never hit the ball if your worried about all the ways you can miss it. Focus on your goal.
So I am going to try my best over the next few weeks and months to not worry about how many ways we can not get pregnant and just focus on the end result, a miracle.
One way or another, I'm going to be a Mom.
[Side Note: Still a few more labs to come in, hopefully by this weekend I will have everything back for a better look.]
At last, for those who want to look, I leave you with this.
My oh My Amaya, you're getting so big!