Well M has been fighting with me a lot lately. I don't know if it's to see how much I can handle or what. I don't know. I'm coming to a breaking point though so he needs to really think about his next outburst. I understand his stress about things but I physically can't change them in the speed he is wanting me to and he knows this but he still takes the stress out on me. I have cried more lately about this than infertility. I think I am at a numbing point in the infertility. I don't see it happening so why bother. We can't do treatments. We can't do adoption. Not right now, at least. I hope things get better soon. I am tired of crying.
On that note, AF started this morning after 49 days. Happy Cycle 19. Cheers!
Monday, October 30
Thursday, October 26
Saving Money, Getting More
Even as early as 15, 16, etc, I have always tried to save money. I don't like to shop for full price unless I have to. I will buy coupons on eBay, if I find something on sale that I really, really want a lot of. Up until recently I shopped completely at W@l-mart. I would go 2-4 times a week. Sometimes twice in one day.
A few weeks ago a friend of mine gave me a website to check out. GroceryGameDOTcom. She said she's saved thousands. I thought she was crazy. I went on the website and read about it. What it is, is they make list of store for your area (input your zipcode to see which stores are available in your area) and they compile the sales with coupons to give you the deepest discount possible. In my area they only had W@lgreens and $chnuks. I used W@lgreens but $chnuks was too far away. I emailed them and asked if there was any way to get a Kroger list. Since it's a national store they will have the same prices across the board. So I was able to have them add a Kr0ger and now I can get a lot of really good deals grocery wise as well. The prices are simple, and beyond fair. First month is only $1. After the first month if you are satisfied it is only $10 for the first store, and $5 for each additional store you add, every 8 weeks. I have W@lgreens & Kr0ger.
Now, you make still say "yeah, yeah, whatever". Let me explain to you what I did this past month. I was able to get the following:
11 Toothpaste
4 packs of gum
1 Spray & Wash Cleaner
6 Packs of Cough Drops
5 Pack of Tampons
5 Free Pack of Tampons
14 bags of Carmels
4 Bags of Candy
1 25oz Shampoo
4 Bottles of Lysol Spray/Cleaner
1 Bottle Mylanta
1 set of Batteries
1 Tooth Brush
2 packs of razors
$201.13 Retail
$80.98 Out of Pocket
$59.89 Getting Back
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$21.09 = 90% Savings
Isn't that just amazing? I am able to save over $180 on getting things I would normally get, but SO many more things. Now if I can do this at W@lgreens, just imagine what I can do at the real grocery store. I dare you, go try it for a month. See what you can get for that first $1. I bet you won't be mad at me! :-)
I will also say, through that website, and a few others, I was able to find a deal at other stores for chex m!x as low as $0.25 a bag, detergent for as low as $1.00 a bottle for the brand we use that's normally $4.99 a bottle, and M over 16 deodorants for FREE.
If you do decide to try it out and keep it, don't forget to use me as a referal and I will be forever grateful! Comment on the page if you will add me as a refferal and I will contact you w/ my e-mail address.
A few weeks ago a friend of mine gave me a website to check out. GroceryGameDOTcom. She said she's saved thousands. I thought she was crazy. I went on the website and read about it. What it is, is they make list of store for your area (input your zipcode to see which stores are available in your area) and they compile the sales with coupons to give you the deepest discount possible. In my area they only had W@lgreens and $chnuks. I used W@lgreens but $chnuks was too far away. I emailed them and asked if there was any way to get a Kroger list. Since it's a national store they will have the same prices across the board. So I was able to have them add a Kr0ger and now I can get a lot of really good deals grocery wise as well. The prices are simple, and beyond fair. First month is only $1. After the first month if you are satisfied it is only $10 for the first store, and $5 for each additional store you add, every 8 weeks. I have W@lgreens & Kr0ger.
Now, you make still say "yeah, yeah, whatever". Let me explain to you what I did this past month. I was able to get the following:
11 Toothpaste
4 packs of gum
1 Spray & Wash Cleaner
6 Packs of Cough Drops
5 Pack of Tampons
5 Free Pack of Tampons
14 bags of Carmels
4 Bags of Candy
1 25oz Shampoo
4 Bottles of Lysol Spray/Cleaner
1 Bottle Mylanta
1 set of Batteries
1 Tooth Brush
2 packs of razors
$201.13 Retail
$80.98 Out of Pocket
$59.89 Getting Back
-------------
$21.09 = 90% Savings
Isn't that just amazing? I am able to save over $180 on getting things I would normally get, but SO many more things. Now if I can do this at W@lgreens, just imagine what I can do at the real grocery store. I dare you, go try it for a month. See what you can get for that first $1. I bet you won't be mad at me! :-)
I will also say, through that website, and a few others, I was able to find a deal at other stores for chex m!x as low as $0.25 a bag, detergent for as low as $1.00 a bottle for the brand we use that's normally $4.99 a bottle, and M over 16 deodorants for FREE.
If you do decide to try it out and keep it, don't forget to use me as a referal and I will be forever grateful! Comment on the page if you will add me as a refferal and I will contact you w/ my e-mail address.
Sunday, October 22
Productive Weekend
sort of.
I took care of some things in my coupon department, I will update on that tomorrow.
I will update my blog roll some time this week. I have it all back in order. Yey.
I left work Friday early with everything caught up for the most part. I can't wait to go in tomorrow morning with nothing barking down my back to do. Smile.
Hope you all had a great weekend.
Tomorrow is CD 43.
I took care of some things in my coupon department, I will update on that tomorrow.
I will update my blog roll some time this week. I have it all back in order. Yey.
I left work Friday early with everything caught up for the most part. I can't wait to go in tomorrow morning with nothing barking down my back to do. Smile.
Hope you all had a great weekend.
Tomorrow is CD 43.
Friday, October 20
Budget?
Okay, so this isn't one of these post.
One day last week I went to my assistant boss asking him if he could get a printer for my desk. He has asked me to take over no-show letters and fire letters. If you miss your appointment, we send a reminder. If we want to terminate care for whatever reason (unpaid balance, disorderly conduct to staff, etc) then I send a fire letter. I have also found a way to print the envelopes to give an even more professional look. The only problm is, the printer I currently use, it shared with a ton of other people and about 10 feet away from my desk. It doesn't sound like a lot but type up a letter, go put the paper in the printer the correct way, go back to desk, hit print, type up envelope, place envelope the correct way, go back to desk, hit print. Rinse. Lather. Repeat. Start over again if someone begins printing and you/they don't know you have an envelope or fancy paper in there. So I wanted one on my desk, right there. Easy to do. Well he said he didn't think it would be in the "budget" to get a new one. Um. Okay. So bargain shopper me, found one at a garage sale last weekend for $1, like new, ready to go. I just need a USB cord.
I went over everything with TheBigGuy and he told me he didn't know what AssBoss was talking about "budget". I told him I never asked for anything fancy. Just something that PRINTS! I told him I already bought a printer and just needed a USB cord. He said he didn't mind getting me a printer or a usb cord and would see what AssBoss was talking about and would get back to me on Monday.
I am so excited.
Oh yeah, I even offered AssBoss to let me sell about 50-75 printer cartridges that they don't need (no longer have the printers) so there would be no out of pocket exspense and he still said no.
So, HA!
One day last week I went to my assistant boss asking him if he could get a printer for my desk. He has asked me to take over no-show letters and fire letters. If you miss your appointment, we send a reminder. If we want to terminate care for whatever reason (unpaid balance, disorderly conduct to staff, etc) then I send a fire letter. I have also found a way to print the envelopes to give an even more professional look. The only problm is, the printer I currently use, it shared with a ton of other people and about 10 feet away from my desk. It doesn't sound like a lot but type up a letter, go put the paper in the printer the correct way, go back to desk, hit print, type up envelope, place envelope the correct way, go back to desk, hit print. Rinse. Lather. Repeat. Start over again if someone begins printing and you/they don't know you have an envelope or fancy paper in there. So I wanted one on my desk, right there. Easy to do. Well he said he didn't think it would be in the "budget" to get a new one. Um. Okay. So bargain shopper me, found one at a garage sale last weekend for $1, like new, ready to go. I just need a USB cord.
I went over everything with TheBigGuy and he told me he didn't know what AssBoss was talking about "budget". I told him I never asked for anything fancy. Just something that PRINTS! I told him I already bought a printer and just needed a USB cord. He said he didn't mind getting me a printer or a usb cord and would see what AssBoss was talking about and would get back to me on Monday.
I am so excited.
Oh yeah, I even offered AssBoss to let me sell about 50-75 printer cartridges that they don't need (no longer have the printers) so there would be no out of pocket exspense and he still said no.
So, HA!
Thursday, October 19
He Listens!
Well after dealing with my assistant boss not doing crap when I went to him regarding my co-worker, I finally went to TheBigGuy. I told him I was sorry I was coming to him on his first day back, but I came to my breaking point days ago. He smiled and said I could come to him any time. I discussed the issues with the co-worker outwardly telling me I was stupid, I was an idiot, I don't know what I am doing, I screw things up etc, etc. He said he was expecting this to happen and was expecting me to come to him A LOT sooner, suprisingly I lasted 4 months. I so strong!! lol He said he would talk to her but that he knew she would get upset and cry and he needed to wait until tomorrow to tell her. He asked me when he should tell her (tomorrow morning or afternoon) I said afternoon because I was leaving early. He laughed and called me a sissy. He said I was doing a wonderful job and that the front desk hasn't been run right for years now, he said not to worry about my job security.
My assistant boss came to me this morning saying he wanted to let me know that THEBIGLADY who is over TheBigGuy told him I was doing a wonderful and I had the fewest mistakes of the other girls doing front desk.
Awesome, Awesome, Awesome!
I rock. I fucking rock!
You know, some people may think I suck or I am stupid, but the people that matter think I am doing a damn good job. So they can all take a nice, big, glass of STFU and sip on it all year long, because I'm not going anywhere!
My assistant boss came to me this morning saying he wanted to let me know that THEBIGLADY who is over TheBigGuy told him I was doing a wonderful and I had the fewest mistakes of the other girls doing front desk.
Awesome, Awesome, Awesome!
I rock. I fucking rock!
You know, some people may think I suck or I am stupid, but the people that matter think I am doing a damn good job. So they can all take a nice, big, glass of STFU and sip on it all year long, because I'm not going anywhere!
Wednesday, October 18
Boss Is Back In The House!
My boss is back tomorrow after being off for over a week.Wooooooooo Hooooooo! Why am I happy? Because I am still having major issues with ImOldAndSmarterThanYou. She's stressing me beyond stress. It's to the point to where I am affraid of going off on her so bad and getting fired because it will be nasty. I went to the assistant office manager but he never does anything. So I am going above him.
Pray for me!
Pray for me!
Sunday, October 15
Saturday, October 14
Down To Two
Yesterday after work we went to an apartment complex down the road from my work to check it out as I heard they had good deals for those who work in the area. We went back to both again today in hopes of seeing them side-by-side, if you will. I am back to square one now. I thought I liked ABS more yesterday due to cost/savings but today after going to CB before ABS again I like CB's storage(I have A LOT of stuff).
I think we have narrowed it down to two apartments that we like. Let me rename them, the one next to my work, CloseBy and the other one ABitSmaller, CB and ABS respectively.
CB is RIGHT next to my work, you can see it from our break room. Their one bedrooms are 825 sq ft for $725. The pros to this complex are: the living room has a sunroom which would be okay to transform into my office area and has a nice view of either the golf course or pool area; more storage space; security system already comes installed and included in rent; one pool area; one fitness center; one business center (not needed); designated car wash area; newspaper stand by mailboxes(not important but very nice); volleyball court; everything included except washer/dryer; gated; further away from the crime; Cons to the complex are: only discount for living in area is $100 off first months rent; specials are few and far between, not really "good deals"; the employee didn't seem very friendly more of a snotty lady with the ear piece in her ear while we were touring (take it out, its not more professional when your blabbing about your weekend plans); she didn't hold the door open for us at any of the doors we went through; deposit $250 - $100 automatically does not get refunded; application fee $67.50; that sums up CB complex.
ABS is about a mile away from work, their one bedrooms are 808 sq ft for $720. The pros to this complex are: the staff is the friendly group of people I have ever met at any complex, opened doors for us, offered us cookies/coffee, explained every little question we had; has a built in desk in kitchen, lots of cabinets; comes with everything except a microwave and washer/dryer; patio(small and not needed, would rather have it expanding for the dinning area); two pools; two fitness centers; two business centers; 5% discount for working in area; offers lots of specials more often than not; gated; the cons to this complex are: closer to crime; rent is going up by $21 due to them adding the security systems in next month because of the crime; not a lot of space outside of the kitchen cabinets; dinning room area small; deposit is $250; application fee is $59.99; that sums up ABS complex.
I have no clue which one we will go with at this point. I think we will stick with these though, I want to be two seconds away from work, I've grown up in this area. When we go to buy a house in 08 then we will probably move further away but, for now, I want to stay here. M says whichever one is the cheapest in the end is the one we should go with, but storage space for my diaper cake/eB@y stuff is very important to me. I think we will take my mom/grandma/aunt with us in a few weeks to help us decide. We are looking at moving around Dec/Jan. I hope.
This is going to push us further away from doing treatments and adoptions, but I need to do this to save my relaitonship with M, my family is nuts.
Feel free to chime in, I might even get some pictures when we go look at them again to post before we make a final decision.
I think we have narrowed it down to two apartments that we like. Let me rename them, the one next to my work, CloseBy and the other one ABitSmaller, CB and ABS respectively.
CB is RIGHT next to my work, you can see it from our break room. Their one bedrooms are 825 sq ft for $725. The pros to this complex are: the living room has a sunroom which would be okay to transform into my office area and has a nice view of either the golf course or pool area; more storage space; security system already comes installed and included in rent; one pool area; one fitness center; one business center (not needed); designated car wash area; newspaper stand by mailboxes(not important but very nice); volleyball court; everything included except washer/dryer; gated; further away from the crime; Cons to the complex are: only discount for living in area is $100 off first months rent; specials are few and far between, not really "good deals"; the employee didn't seem very friendly more of a snotty lady with the ear piece in her ear while we were touring (take it out, its not more professional when your blabbing about your weekend plans); she didn't hold the door open for us at any of the doors we went through; deposit $250 - $100 automatically does not get refunded; application fee $67.50; that sums up CB complex.
ABS is about a mile away from work, their one bedrooms are 808 sq ft for $720. The pros to this complex are: the staff is the friendly group of people I have ever met at any complex, opened doors for us, offered us cookies/coffee, explained every little question we had; has a built in desk in kitchen, lots of cabinets; comes with everything except a microwave and washer/dryer; patio(small and not needed, would rather have it expanding for the dinning area); two pools; two fitness centers; two business centers; 5% discount for working in area; offers lots of specials more often than not; gated; the cons to this complex are: closer to crime; rent is going up by $21 due to them adding the security systems in next month because of the crime; not a lot of space outside of the kitchen cabinets; dinning room area small; deposit is $250; application fee is $59.99; that sums up ABS complex.
I have no clue which one we will go with at this point. I think we will stick with these though, I want to be two seconds away from work, I've grown up in this area. When we go to buy a house in 08 then we will probably move further away but, for now, I want to stay here. M says whichever one is the cheapest in the end is the one we should go with, but storage space for my diaper cake/eB@y stuff is very important to me. I think we will take my mom/grandma/aunt with us in a few weeks to help us decide. We are looking at moving around Dec/Jan. I hope.
This is going to push us further away from doing treatments and adoptions, but I need to do this to save my relaitonship with M, my family is nuts.
Feel free to chime in, I might even get some pictures when we go look at them again to post before we make a final decision.
Friday, October 13
Too Late, I guess?
The other night we were in W@l-m@rt and I was looking at something and stepped back and apparently a guy was behind me pushing a crate full of shit because my ankle started to go under it. As I realized it I yelled "Oh Shit Dude!" and stepped forward. My ankle was red but not too bad. I thought it would be okay. Today it's hurting though I think its because I wore my shoes instead of crocs, yesterday and today. I guess it's too late to call them for the issue. It's been a few days and I didn't file a report with anyone. Sigh.
My poor ankle.
Fucking dude.
FYI: if you like the goldf!sh crackers T@rget has them on sale for the HUGE cartons that are normally $5.99 for $2.33. Great for kids (okay, okay, and adults)
My poor ankle.
Fucking dude.
FYI: if you like the goldf!sh crackers T@rget has them on sale for the HUGE cartons that are normally $5.99 for $2.33. Great for kids (okay, okay, and adults)
Wednesday, October 11
I May Be Young But I'm Not Dumb
Today was a pretty good day up until about 2:30ish. As you know (or may not) I accepted a new job position a few months ago, which I am absolutely in love with. It's nice to truly enjoy your job. To want to wake up and smile saying "Gee, I can't wait to work today!".
There is only one thing I don't like about my this position, it's the lady who's place I took. She is planning on retiring next year. (THANK YOU!!) She thinks that every thing I do is wrong. I guess she thinks I am young and dumb.
I have changed a lot of the work space, which to be honest, I would probably be mad about too if in 50 years from now some 20 something year old comes and takes my spot. However, I am changing things to adjust to my needs. The night before I had the new position, after she left, I completely re-did the desk. I moved the computer, the papers, the files, put everything on to her new desk that wasn't mine or something I would need. She came in the next morning livid. I am sorry, I need MY workspace to fit my needs, not yours, lady.
Lately, I have changed the sign-in sheet, a few other memos/notices, and such. I do things differently, but at the end of the day, nothing has changed where it matters, according to my boss or anyone important. But she still insists I am doing things wrong.
A coworker, the one that works with me, who happens to also think every word this lady says is gold, made a comment that pissed me off. She said I was doing something wrong and that I didn't need to do it because it was "easier" because it was making things worse for other people. I asked her how it was messing up things with any one else when OUR boss, and other important people, have said what I am doing does NOT effect the business side of things, if anything, it makes it easier. Then Mrs.ImOldAndSmarterThanYou, said she got a memo that we couldn't do it again. I asked her what she was talking about, she blurted something really fast and turned around and ignored me. I said fine, so I called the important people, again, to find out what the memo was all about? I don't want to cause any fustration, where it matters, to anyone. She said she didn't know what memo Mrs.ImToOldAndSmarterThanYou was talking about and to fax her a copy of it, I told her, she said I had a copy of the memo and then ignored me. I don't think there even is such a memo. She won't show it to anyone, so I don't know what the hell she is talking about.
I am just tired of her, and other infertile, never thinking I can do anything right. I may be young, but I am not fucking dumb.
I am sorry this is long, but it pissed me off for over three fucking hours and I had to get this off of my chest. On that note, Good Night.
There is only one thing I don't like about my this position, it's the lady who's place I took. She is planning on retiring next year. (THANK YOU!!) She thinks that every thing I do is wrong. I guess she thinks I am young and dumb.
I have changed a lot of the work space, which to be honest, I would probably be mad about too if in 50 years from now some 20 something year old comes and takes my spot. However, I am changing things to adjust to my needs. The night before I had the new position, after she left, I completely re-did the desk. I moved the computer, the papers, the files, put everything on to her new desk that wasn't mine or something I would need. She came in the next morning livid. I am sorry, I need MY workspace to fit my needs, not yours, lady.
Lately, I have changed the sign-in sheet, a few other memos/notices, and such. I do things differently, but at the end of the day, nothing has changed where it matters, according to my boss or anyone important. But she still insists I am doing things wrong.
A coworker, the one that works with me, who happens to also think every word this lady says is gold, made a comment that pissed me off. She said I was doing something wrong and that I didn't need to do it because it was "easier" because it was making things worse for other people. I asked her how it was messing up things with any one else when OUR boss, and other important people, have said what I am doing does NOT effect the business side of things, if anything, it makes it easier. Then Mrs.ImOldAndSmarterThanYou, said she got a memo that we couldn't do it again. I asked her what she was talking about, she blurted something really fast and turned around and ignored me. I said fine, so I called the important people, again, to find out what the memo was all about? I don't want to cause any fustration, where it matters, to anyone. She said she didn't know what memo Mrs.ImToOldAndSmarterThanYou was talking about and to fax her a copy of it, I told her, she said I had a copy of the memo and then ignored me. I don't think there even is such a memo. She won't show it to anyone, so I don't know what the hell she is talking about.
I am just tired of her, and other infertile, never thinking I can do anything right. I may be young, but I am not fucking dumb.
I am sorry this is long, but it pissed me off for over three fucking hours and I had to get this off of my chest. On that note, Good Night.
It's Funny
M knows I have a blog, but I don't even think he knows what or where it is so I knnow he doesn't read it. Last night after I finally climbed into bed he was acting all sweet and being nice. I didn't act cuddly back but I didn't knock him for trying. I hate when he gets in his little moods though.
On a side note, we may have found an apartment, we will check it out Friday after work. Which by the way, I get off early, yahhhoooo!!!!!
On a side note, we may have found an apartment, we will check it out Friday after work. Which by the way, I get off early, yahhhoooo!!!!!
Monday, October 9
18's Not The Magic Number...
Well I highly, highly, doubt we will get pregnant this cycle. Why do you ask? Not because Im on CD 29 and having a normal cycle. Not because I tested. Not because it's too early to tell. But because we haven't had sex in three weeks. THREE WEEKS. He has been totally uninterested. Gee, I feel so damn sexy when my own spouse doesn't want to have sex with me.
I hate this. I fucking hate this. He's been a total jerk towards me lately. He's got nothing good to say to me. We've been having verbal fights almost every single day. Im so tired of it. Of course I'm always in the wrong, and he's always in the right.
This is not all infertility related, some of it is the whole house situation, which I totally understand, but fuck, I'm only human, back the off of me for a bit.
Is it bad when you're getting so use to this that you don't/won't/can't cry from the pain any more? I've tried not to come to this point, but I feel myself getting there. You know how they say "Never go to sleep mad"? I've tried my damnest to never go to sleep/leave each other mad. But slowly I'm allowing myself to do these things. I've got to get back to that point, I've got to get him back to this point.
And you know what, I attribute a lot of this to his mother. I don't know that he would have had all of this stress towards women that he does had she stayed around. I have vowed to be the one to "change him" in his ways of thinking "women suck". I know he doesn't think that. But he has issues along this line, not women persay but women loving him, him loving them, then something happening. I don't know. Gosh, I just don't know.
RE: Infertility and us, I haven't been pushing the issue for months, I don't ride his ass about not having sex during xyz days and such. I just say "Hey babe, if your interested and have a little free time, I'd like to boink a few times between the 5th and 15th, but no rush ya know, nut'n impertant, just when you get a chance. M'kay?". We both kinda do our thing almost every month at least a few times (kind hard since ovulation seems to be off).
Sigh. This is the rawness of a relationship.
C!nderella never said anything about this shit.
I hate this. I fucking hate this. He's been a total jerk towards me lately. He's got nothing good to say to me. We've been having verbal fights almost every single day. Im so tired of it. Of course I'm always in the wrong, and he's always in the right.
This is not all infertility related, some of it is the whole house situation, which I totally understand, but fuck, I'm only human, back the off of me for a bit.
Is it bad when you're getting so use to this that you don't/won't/can't cry from the pain any more? I've tried not to come to this point, but I feel myself getting there. You know how they say "Never go to sleep mad"? I've tried my damnest to never go to sleep/leave each other mad. But slowly I'm allowing myself to do these things. I've got to get back to that point, I've got to get him back to this point.
And you know what, I attribute a lot of this to his mother. I don't know that he would have had all of this stress towards women that he does had she stayed around. I have vowed to be the one to "change him" in his ways of thinking "women suck". I know he doesn't think that. But he has issues along this line, not women persay but women loving him, him loving them, then something happening. I don't know. Gosh, I just don't know.
RE: Infertility and us, I haven't been pushing the issue for months, I don't ride his ass about not having sex during xyz days and such. I just say "Hey babe, if your interested and have a little free time, I'd like to boink a few times between the 5th and 15th, but no rush ya know, nut'n impertant, just when you get a chance. M'kay?". We both kinda do our thing almost every month at least a few times (kind hard since ovulation seems to be off).
Sigh. This is the rawness of a relationship.
C!nderella never said anything about this shit.
Just A Nag & A Request...
My nag. We have a car for sale in a local paper. People keep calling which is wonderful. However, tonight, we have had almost 3 calls since 10. It's a damn Sunday night people. We have to work tomorrow, hello!!!!!!
Oh wait, one more nag, someone people tell TNT to stop showing Cast Away because this is the third time we are watching it this weekend and I think I might die if DH makes me watch it again. Damn it.
A few request. Let me start out with a personal request, my Mom's half sister called tonight saying her Mom was dying at the hospitol and to come up there. Please send lots of prayers to Katherine, she's lived a long life but my family just got the news of her daughters breast cancer so we were hoping for good, not bad, news.
Congrats to Michelle and her precious darling.
Tomorrow I am hoping to get some things updated on the blog, I've been saying this for over week though. I'm kinda slow.
See you all tomorrow.
Oh wait, one more nag, someone people tell TNT to stop showing Cast Away because this is the third time we are watching it this weekend and I think I might die if DH makes me watch it again. Damn it.
A few request. Let me start out with a personal request, my Mom's half sister called tonight saying her Mom was dying at the hospitol and to come up there. Please send lots of prayers to Katherine, she's lived a long life but my family just got the news of her daughters breast cancer so we were hoping for good, not bad, news.
Congrats to Michelle and her precious darling.
Tomorrow I am hoping to get some things updated on the blog, I've been saying this for over week though. I'm kinda slow.
See you all tomorrow.
Sunday, October 8
Happy Fall, Ya'll! & a little All & something small!
(baby picture below)
Well everything is up and the lights are on! I have some other things up but the camera didn't get a good picture of them. It looks a lot better in person than on cam though. So, Happy Fall Ya'll!!!
So what's with all that All? This is what I got for $20 after a sale at W@l-m@rt for $2 a bottle minus my coupon for $1 off makes it a steal! I have almost 10 other bottles NOT pictured, yes, it's an addiction.
No words, she's just a cutie!
Well everything is up and the lights are on! I have some other things up but the camera didn't get a good picture of them. It looks a lot better in person than on cam though. So, Happy Fall Ya'll!!!
So what's with all that All? This is what I got for $20 after a sale at W@l-m@rt for $2 a bottle minus my coupon for $1 off makes it a steal! I have almost 10 other bottles NOT pictured, yes, it's an addiction.
No words, she's just a cutie!
Wednesday, October 4
Battling Acne, Again, Still
(Baby picture below)
As posted before, I am still dealing with the acne. I am guessing it's coming from the pcos-y symptoms I have. My aunt thinks I should talk with my doctor at the office and get put on birth control. But she also doesn't think I should get pregnant any time soon either (because yeah, Im doing swell on that).
I know I need to get back and see the OB but the acne is a bitch. It goes in rounds, from back to face, to chest, a little of some, or only one. I don't think there is a time at all that I am not battling it some where on my body. It makes me feel so unwomanly. Just nasty, ugly.
I know I need to change my diet and get back on a healthier life style change but for some reason I can't muster the energy.
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On a side note, tonight I went shopping. I bought all this for less than a $1.50 thanks to coupons and a sale at W@lgreens. (Baby didn't come with it). M says I'm insane and he won't need more for a very, very long time. But I have four more coupons to use!!!!! Yes, I am Queen FrugalMadLady!
As posted before, I am still dealing with the acne. I am guessing it's coming from the pcos-y symptoms I have. My aunt thinks I should talk with my doctor at the office and get put on birth control. But she also doesn't think I should get pregnant any time soon either (because yeah, Im doing swell on that).
I know I need to get back and see the OB but the acne is a bitch. It goes in rounds, from back to face, to chest, a little of some, or only one. I don't think there is a time at all that I am not battling it some where on my body. It makes me feel so unwomanly. Just nasty, ugly.
I know I need to change my diet and get back on a healthier life style change but for some reason I can't muster the energy.
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On a side note, tonight I went shopping. I bought all this for less than a $1.50 thanks to coupons and a sale at W@lgreens. (Baby didn't come with it). M says I'm insane and he won't need more for a very, very long time. But I have four more coupons to use!!!!! Yes, I am Queen FrugalMadLady!
Tuesday, October 3
He's got a job!! ...again!
** Excuse the foul language. Oh yeah, a new picture of niece is below. **
Okay so Thugboy got fired from his gas station job for not disclosing his history. Last week he finally got another job. Hurray! A job that doesn't mind his felony count and jail time. Finally he can buy little A some diapers and wipes right? Nope the mother fucker buys beer and black & milds. What the flying fuck. Yes dude, your fucking father of the year!!! I am so glad fucks like this can procreate. NOT!
** We found the ipod under the speaker box for the computer speakers. Woo Hooo
*** About yesterdays post, sorry for the typos, it was LATE!!
**** It's a ttc group, yes, I stay there because I've been there for so many years now. Out of the inital group there are only four of us, five including myself, who haven't been pregnant, yet. But I still like to keep in touch and try to post on a daily/weekly basis depending upon how I feel. Thankfully with the newbies there has been a slow down in pregnancy announcements, but this one made me sick.
I haven't had any recent picks of little A in a bit.. But here is one of her last night while I was frantically looking for the iPod she passed out. Bad me, I propped a bottle (I removed it after picture so she could sleep peacefully). She was all snuggly with my shirt. She now weighs almost 17lbs at 3.5 months. Insane!!!!
Okay so Thugboy got fired from his gas station job for not disclosing his history. Last week he finally got another job. Hurray! A job that doesn't mind his felony count and jail time. Finally he can buy little A some diapers and wipes right? Nope the mother fucker buys beer and black & milds. What the flying fuck. Yes dude, your fucking father of the year!!! I am so glad fucks like this can procreate. NOT!
** We found the ipod under the speaker box for the computer speakers. Woo Hooo
*** About yesterdays post, sorry for the typos, it was LATE!!
**** It's a ttc group, yes, I stay there because I've been there for so many years now. Out of the inital group there are only four of us, five including myself, who haven't been pregnant, yet. But I still like to keep in touch and try to post on a daily/weekly basis depending upon how I feel. Thankfully with the newbies there has been a slow down in pregnancy announcements, but this one made me sick.
I haven't had any recent picks of little A in a bit.. But here is one of her last night while I was frantically looking for the iPod she passed out. Bad me, I propped a bottle (I removed it after picture so she could sleep peacefully). She was all snuggly with my shirt. She now weighs almost 17lbs at 3.5 months. Insane!!!!
Monday, October 2
How In The Hell Is This Fair?
I'm on a group that I have been on for the past few years. Every few months we get a wave of new women who come in. Most get pregnnat and go away or get pregnant and stick around. Only a few haven't been able to get pregnant right off the bat. Yesterday another girl announced she was pregnant. It pisses me off because she just had a miscarriage* and I don't think she's had a full cycle since her d&c and she's pregnant again. What the fuck. She can get pregnant twice in three months but I can't manage it once in over two years. She said she's so glad she can conceive so easily. Makes me want to literally throw up. Having a bitter moment. I guess I should just be happy for her, right?
Yesterday M and I went to dinner. He said the letter made him cry. Awww! He does have true feelings, I was beginning to wonder. He said he felt bad for being such an ass lately, as he should. After dinner we went to Gordman's that just opened up and I bought some iPod speakers thanks to a 35% off coupon. Unfochantly I get home and we can't find the iPod any where. We have looked for over 3 hours before I got on the bed and cried. Dinner was fun though.
*I am not trying to make light of her miscarriage but she's been one to get pregnant within 1-2 months of trying. She's got 1-2 yr old and said before she was pregnant really fast too. Must be nice.
**No, I've never had one nor want one and yes, Im grateful.
Yesterday M and I went to dinner. He said the letter made him cry. Awww! He does have true feelings, I was beginning to wonder. He said he felt bad for being such an ass lately, as he should. After dinner we went to Gordman's that just opened up and I bought some iPod speakers thanks to a 35% off coupon. Unfochantly I get home and we can't find the iPod any where. We have looked for over 3 hours before I got on the bed and cried. Dinner was fun though.
*I am not trying to make light of her miscarriage but she's been one to get pregnant within 1-2 months of trying. She's got 1-2 yr old and said before she was pregnant really fast too. Must be nice.
**No, I've never had one nor want one and yes, Im grateful.
Sunday, October 1
A Whole Week!!!
I know, I know, I have to get better at this posting stuff. This week has been busy. I have been meaning to post but something always comes up.
Nothing new around here really, just getting close to O, any day now.
Today marks the 1 year anniversary of M beginning his weightloss journey. He has lost over 100lbs by just eating healthier and a tad of exercise here and there. Im so proud of him!! If we could just get pregnant on our own we could save for extra skin removal surgery instead of treatments/adoption, oh well, maybe in another 5 years.
Tomorrow I am suprising him and taking him to dinner. I hope he is suprised/happy.
See you all tomorrow evening.
Best wishes to Michelle as she goes to have her little darling. May you have a speedy, uneventful delivery.
Also on another note, please go give Larisa some love, she needs it.
Nothing new around here really, just getting close to O, any day now.
Today marks the 1 year anniversary of M beginning his weightloss journey. He has lost over 100lbs by just eating healthier and a tad of exercise here and there. Im so proud of him!! If we could just get pregnant on our own we could save for extra skin removal surgery instead of treatments/adoption, oh well, maybe in another 5 years.
Tomorrow I am suprising him and taking him to dinner. I hope he is suprised/happy.
See you all tomorrow evening.
Best wishes to Michelle as she goes to have her little darling. May you have a speedy, uneventful delivery.
Also on another note, please go give Larisa some love, she needs it.
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