Well M has been fighting with me a lot lately. I don't know if it's to see how much I can handle or what. I don't know. I'm coming to a breaking point though so he needs to really think about his next outburst. I understand his stress about things but I physically can't change them in the speed he is wanting me to and he knows this but he still takes the stress out on me. I have cried more lately about this than infertility. I think I am at a numbing point in the infertility. I don't see it happening so why bother. We can't do treatments. We can't do adoption. Not right now, at least. I hope things get better soon. I am tired of crying.
On that note, AF started this morning after 49 days. Happy Cycle 19. Cheers!