I'm on a group that I have been on for the past few years. Every few months we get a wave of new women who come in. Most get pregnnat and go away or get pregnant and stick around. Only a few haven't been able to get pregnant right off the bat. Yesterday another girl announced she was pregnant. It pisses me off because she just had a miscarriage* and I don't think she's had a full cycle since her d&c and she's pregnant again. What the fuck. She can get pregnant twice in three months but I can't manage it once in over two years. She said she's so glad she can conceive so easily. Makes me want to literally throw up. Having a bitter moment. I guess I should just be happy for her, right?
Yesterday M and I went to dinner. He said the letter made him cry. Awww! He does have true feelings, I was beginning to wonder. He said he felt bad for being such an ass lately, as he should. After dinner we went to Gordman's that just opened up and I bought some iPod speakers thanks to a 35% off coupon. Unfochantly I get home and we can't find the iPod any where. We have looked for over 3 hours before I got on the bed and cried. Dinner was fun though.
*I am not trying to make light of her miscarriage but she's been one to get pregnant within 1-2 months of trying. She's got 1-2 yr old and said before she was pregnant really fast too. Must be nice.
**No, I've never had one nor want one and yes, Im grateful.
3 comments:
Why do you stay on that group? Are you a masochist?
News like that hurts. It just does. It's better that you vent it here, than towards her.
It is hard to hear news like that. Is this a ttc group? Hang in there sweetie. I hope it happens for you soon. Hugs.
I feel the same way, sweetie. You aren't crazy, or mean.
I also understand why you stay on that group...it's the same reason I'm still there.
Hang in there sweetie...
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