Why is it so hard for me to NOT eat bad things? I did great Monday. I wasn't starved. I felt okay. I was full. I didn't die because I didn't eat junk food. Yesterday however I did bad. I had two pieces of cake. They were tiny I admit that. I only had the second slice becaue the first was gross so I tried the other kind. Then today I had some ice cream, a few chips, and two cookies. I didn't need it. But it was there, and it jumped down my throat. I can't believe I can't say no. Damn me. I just have to lose 15lbs, it's not that hard. Why can't I just stick to it for a few weeks?
Sigh. I hope I can do better tomorrow.
Yesterday I am pretty sure I ovulated. I felt crampy all day/night. Today I felt a lot better. Let's hope the little guys get the egglet. I talked to them. Hope they listened. I found my thermometer last night so I am back to taking my temps again, as long as I remember.
Off to bed, Good Night.