Whatever my body is going through, PCOS, or otherwise, I feel ugly. I have always had low self esteem. Maybe it comes from growing up and being talked bad to every day of your life and being abused and feeling like you can't quite get any lower. Who knows. Whatever it is I feel ugly. The excess hair, the fat, all of it. I got my haircut tonight thinking it would help me feel a tad bit better, but now I can't find my straightener and I know! my sister has taken it. I am in tears. Damn it. Fuck it. Damn it. Ugh Ugh Ugh!
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Oh boy. This sounds like much more than just a bad hair day. My dear, you have a crap road ahead of you. I just don't see any way around the next few weeks sucking big time. And there is no reason to feel like you have to put on a happy face. Of course it sucks all the harder that you feel gross - I tooooottttaaaaly understand that. So feel free to vent away sister. I wish we could all give you big hugs! It sounds like you deserve ton :)
I'm sorry you're feeling so low.
The scars of your youth always run deep.
I've been in denial about how I look since puberty. While I was at it, I blocked out women's magazines too.
In Ruben's day I would have been a supermodel. In today's world I could use the help of a personal stylist.
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