Well today I had a downer moment this afternoon. I just wanted to burst into tears and cry. This infertility crap really seriously sucks. Maybe it's being on day 81, or that it's yet another Mother's Day and I am still NOT a Mother maybe it's because there are only 5 more weeks until my sister gives birth, maybe it's because we are 6 weeks away from being two years into this shit. Maybe it's some of it, maybe it's none of it, Maybe it's all of it! I just wish my body would fix itself and let me have my baby dream.
My best friend at work is leaving in two weeks. I am so happy she was offered a job and will get more pay, she deserves it! But I will deeply, deeply miss her. I am hoping we will get to meet up and have a girls night out once a month or so.
I hope tomorrow I am in a brighter mood.
2 comments:
Oh boy, more than enough reasons to get the blues. Take care.
I know how you feel...I am in a similar situation. We have been trying for almost 2 years now, they have not been able to determind why I am not getting pregnant. My hubby thinks its stress and anxiety. Been trying to find some info on the net, if you find some let me know. Sounds like we both need to lower stress and just try and relax!
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