Well today I had a downer moment this afternoon. I just wanted to burst into tears and cry. This infertility crap really seriously sucks. Maybe it's being on day 81, or that it's yet another Mother's Day and I am still NOT a Mother maybe it's because there are only 5 more weeks until my sister gives birth, maybe it's because we are 6 weeks away from being two years into this shit. Maybe it's some of it, maybe it's none of it, Maybe it's all of it! I just wish my body would fix itself and let me have my baby dream.
My best friend at work is leaving in two weeks. I am so happy she was offered a job and will get more pay, she deserves it! But I will deeply, deeply miss her. I am hoping we will get to meet up and have a girls night out once a month or so.
I hope tomorrow I am in a brighter mood.