I am having a hard time dealing with my sister's pregnancy. First of all there is the aspect that of infertility vs your teenage sister getting knocked up. To be honest, that hasn't been much of my emotional battle. My biggest mental fights are dealing with the fact the father of my niece/nephew is the guy that helped her steal from my grandma/aunt. I really, really hate this guy. He disgust me.
What am I supose to do? Go to the hospital as support for my sister/niece/nephew? I can't. I have already told her I will not be there if he is there. She has obviously picked this punk ass thug over her family so why should I care? I really have trouble thinking this child is going to think I hate him/her because it's parents are both the dumbest people on earth. I don't know what the right/wrong/best thing to do is.
Part of me wants to push this to the back of my mind then deal with things as they come once she has the baby. But I also need to mentally prepare myself for this. I know I would have other things to deal with if the father just wasn't this prick. *Sigh*
What would you do? I guess I need to hurry and decide there is less than 60 days to go..
Oh how my heart breaks. :-(