Well I tried to start a blog a few months ago but I am going to really try to put my thoughts and feelings into this and maybe it will help or at least allow me to look back one day at these trials and tribulations.
Who are we?
Well I am a 20 something who has been trying to get pregnant since July 1st, 2004. He is also a 20 something who has just kind of been 'going along'. Or at least that is how it feels most days.
I have longer than "average" cycles lasting around 37ish days with a LP of 12-13 days.
I seem to be ovulating as CM, temp drops, etc seem to be on point with it.
We suspect we may be dealing with male factor infertility.
My parents conceived me "by accident" and had two other accidents as well..
His parents tried 15 years to become pregnant dealing with male and female factor infertility.
Although infertility is not heraditary they say that unless your parents have dealt with infertility the chances are slim that you will have to deal with it too.
Knowing deep in my heart pregnancy is a very distant dream we deceided to try now(then)!
Here we sit 13 months later and still no baby, not even as much as a damn BFP.
So here you will read my inner thoughts and feelings as we continue down this path of uncertainty and dreams which seem so far away.